the core

2005-11-16T18:41:00.000+08:00

xue mei xue mei xue mei xue mei xue mei xueeeeee meeeeeeeeeeeeeei!

2005-11-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

RED BULL GIVES YOU WIIIINGS!(so does kotex)

2005-11-06T21:53:00.000+08:00

CHARMAINE LOOKS LIKE A PEANUT!

2005-11-05T21:37:00.000+08:00

Dad, your boy is about to fall.
He walks the razor's edge.
He's on the brink of fading out.
He's at his bitter end.
Dad, your boy who used to run, you taught him how to crawl.
He left home to find his own, now all he had is gone.
In your eyes I see a darkness that torments you
and in your head where it dwells.
I'd give you my hand if you'd reach out and grab it.
Let's walk away from this hell.
Mom, your baby is on his way.
He'll soon be at your side.
Cause he's forgotten all he's known.
A part of him has died.
Mom may never understand why baby's come and gone.
He left home to find his own, now all he has are lies.

2005-11-04T20:31:00.000+08:00

sauyan claims that she was a VILLAGER!!!!!
LOL.okay i ddr-ed the whole day and my leg aches.

2005-11-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

We all know the girls that I am talking about.
Well they are time bombs and they are ticking
And the only question is when...they'll blow up!
And they'll blow up, we know that without a doubt.
Cause they're those girls, yeah, you know those girls
That let their emotions get the best of them.
GO!!!

And I've contrived some sort of a plan
To help my fellow man...

Let's get emotional girls to all wear mood rings
So we'll be tipped off to when they're ticked off
Cause we'll know just what they're thinking,
Just what they're thinking...

She's so pretty but she doesn't always act that way
Emotions swinging on the swingset almost everyday
She said to me that she's so happy it's depressing
And all I said was "Someone get that girl a mood ring!"

If it's drama you want, then look no further
They're like the Real World meets Boy Meets World
meets Days of Our Lives.
And it just kills me how they get away with murder
They'll anger you then bat their eyes
Those pretty eyes that watch you sympathize
GO!!!

And I've contrived some sort of a plan
To help my fellow man...

Cause when it's black means "watch your back" because you're
probably
The last person in the world right now she wants to see
And when it's blue it means you should call her up immediatly
and ask her out because she'll most likely agree
And when it's green it simply means that she is really stressed
And when it's clear it means she's completely emotionless
And that's alright I must confess

We all know the girls that I am talking about
She likes you Wednesday, but now it's Friday
And she has to wash her hair
And it just figures that we'll never figure them out
Well, first she's Jekyll and then she's Hyde...
at least she makes a lovely pair.

Mood Ring, oh Mood Ring,
oh tell me will you bring the key
To unlock this mystery?
Of girls and their emotions
Play it back in slow motion
So I may understand
The complex infrastucture known as the female mind

2005-10-31T21:47:00.000+08:00

towned today!at first i went all the way to buona vista to meet jaeyy then i called a cab.haha and then we couldn't wait so we just got into a diff cab and the other cab driver called me and scolded me then i was like ya la yala so i hung up.after that went to cine to play para para with jaey.the way jaey plays= ZOMBIE,she can play during the 7th month and all the ghosts will be cheering for her.maybelle,elizebeth,sinyee and tiffany suddenly popped out of no where to spy on me la!they took video of my para-ing.wth okay and now my pocket has a big big hole.okay then i went all the way to sengkang with them for god knows what reason,decided to go off when they went to play ball.went all the way to bugis to meet wayne and fish,we went to wayne's place!wayne=red haired mummy.she can cook okay!hahaha and she was like asking fish and i to eat and eat and eat,really like a mother.LOL.so yeah that's all for todayy

2005-10-30T19:49:00.000+08:00

Shaking like a dog shittin' razorblades,
waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and me
I'm waking up all alone, waking up so relieved
while you're taking your time with apologies,
I'm making my plans for revenge
Red eyes on orange horizons
If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge
I'd drive straight off the edge

Taking your own life with boredom,
I'm taking my own life with wine -
it helps you to rule out the sorrow,
it helps me to empty my mind
Making the most of a bad time
I'm smoking the brains from my head
Leaving the coal calling the kettle black and orange and red
This kettle is seeing red

I've got a big fat fuckin' bone to pick with you my darling
In case you haven't heard I'm sick and tired of trying
I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you,
plugged in and ready to fall

2005-10-26T17:37:00.000+08:00

Well she's hotter than hell
And she's cool as they come
And she smiled and she's wild
All rolled into one
Ya you say I'm the guy that you wish you could be
It's not easy to see
That she's an angel to you
But she's a devil to me

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
Cause noone knows that she puts me through anyway
I'm awake in disaster
I can't seem to get past her
I try and I try but I can't get away

2005-10-18T13:26:00.000+08:00

Sitting underneath the moonlight
Missing my baby tonight
This feeling's just not right
The last time we touched it's been so long
Her loving keeps me strong
Snd I know that nothing's wrong

But I feel so alone today
Cause I miss my baby
Her love I've been missing for so long
Her lovin' keeps me moving on

Never understand
The way she makes me feel
When she holds my hand
I hope that God had this planned
And she was his angel
Lost her wings for this world
To come down here and save me
She's my baby

But I feel so alone today
Cause I miss my baby
I know that she's the one for me
I know that she thinks the same about me

And I feel so alone today
Cause i miss my baby
Her love I've been missing for so long
Her lovin keeps me moving on
And on
And on
Her lovin keeps me movin on

I just keep holding on
But i'm not that strong
Without you

2005-09-19T17:33:00.000+08:00

if ever you're in my arms again,this time i'll hold you forever

When he said
"I hope you're sleeping better knowing that I never sleep at all" did you reply
with that smile
I know this can't
be what you had in mind
I guess you'll try it all again next fall
you'll feel better on the day that he dies

so when you're pulling on your trendy clothes
and humming every stupid note to this song
that's on your mixtape that we're singing oh so loud
yeah we're singin' now

When she said
"you gotta make your plans, to start making plans alone" maybe we will and maybe we won't
and you know you're gonna paint the town red
with all of your blood she stole
on the night of the murder when she left you alone

so when she's pulling on her trendy clothes
and humming and humming every stupid note to this song that's on your mixtape that we're singing
oh so loud yeah we're singin' now

and here's to all the boys you'll kiss
and all the scars left on their lips
and here's to all the boys you'll date
the one's we'll make sure that we hate

and that's the anthem for the broken hearted

2005-09-11T16:03:00.000+08:00

I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares myfate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going
because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be myescape.

I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave

2005-09-10T15:37:00.000+08:00